Forever by Vertical Horizon

I quite love this song. And to the faves of Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, its terribly sad that Ronnie’s gone..

Take these roses off of me
Let me live, let me be
For a little while
Let my eyes,
See everything and nothing in their time
I do not mind

Who’ve guess I’d learn
To let the walls around me burn
Light up the hillside
My words, I ate them for so long and nothing changed
It was just the same

And I don’t know if you see me here
But I can tell you your face is clear
I will see you…

Forever
Forever
I will see you
Forever
Forever

Call me close once again
Call me teacher, call me friend
Just like the first time
Call my name, it echoes in the walls around this room
Its all you

I don’t know if you hear me there
When it’s darkest and no one cares
I will hear you…

Forever
Forever
I will hear you
Forever
Forever

I wanted you to be everything to me
Now I’ve got to learn to carry on
I know I cannot hide this emptiness inside
But nothing is the same since you’ve gone

Send me letters from above
Send me strength, send me love
Such sweet love
Sing me songs that echo in my head and in my heart
That’s where you are

And I don’t know if you feel me here
I can tell you one thing that’s clear
I will feel you…

Forever
Forever
I will feel you
Forever
Forever
I will hear you
Forever
Forever
I will see you
Forever
Forever

Take these roses off of me
Let me live, let me be

Blanket’s 101

Recently I was busy finding life’s meaning, and heck still can’t seem to find it. And it has been three months now that I never dated anyone!Ha,ha. I thought I could never live with it, but this — I’m enjoying being single. And being single = freedom. You wouldn’t worry of not giving your best shot every time just to impress the missus. The only downside of this is that the night grows colder. But still you can’t have everything in this world. What do you really want? a colder night with a peaceful life or a fiery one with a headache on the side. (girlfriends, just slapped me when you see me). Its just that girlfriends are good but sometimes they overdone their nasty tricks and they are tough to maintain. Sometimes you really don’t know what’s going on in their head. And they just sometimes keep you guessing what they really want. Peace, missus. Maybe I just somewhat enjoy being single for a moment. And soon find some real lovin’..

Chasing Pipes End

I thought long ago that I was having the time of my life. Then things started started to fall down and now I’m feeling like I’m a fallen leaf in an ocean shore. Lacking direction at all. I thought I was being happy with things going on, realizing that there is really no ultimate happiness. Its something you can chase forever and still can’t actually have it. It was like chasing a pipes end, I know. But still, you have to live with it. With its mystery, intolerable madness it gave you, and a moment of happiness it sometimes offer. A friend sometime told me” Past is history, tomorrow is mystery, and today is a gift. That’s why its called “Present”. Just as it is I’m living life. And Just keep living..